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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

What's wrong? (New Beginning...)

Now, this is not the end. This is not even the beginning of the end. But this is, perhaps, the end of the beginning.

-Winston Churchill-

WTP? 2006 has definitely been the one of the highlights throughout my journey with God... He has proven to be faithful. And now, we keep one another in prayers. And now, we start working towards something bigger than we can handle ourselves. We seek HIM. I dunno exactly how to express how i feel towards all these. Winston Churchill couldnt have put it betta in words...

Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it.

Isaiah 43:18-19

I was just reading this book i got today and found it speaking to me... It is amazing how i always find God working his wonders through ppl around me... It seems like only lately that i sense his presence with me in everything i do. It is a good feeling knowing that u are not alone...

However, there is this sense of insecurity... this sense of weariness, this sense of erm... I dont really know where the problem lies exactly... It just keeps daunting on me whenever all laughters die down and u have some quiet time to urself... I am trying to sort it out... Not by my own strength... but by seeking the help and guidance of our Heavenly Father... It is draining me... However, I'll fight for this... Guys, prayers are powerful... and i am not doubting that anymore... :)

waaaning

4 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

hmm my take on it?? its a spiritual attack ay? here's a verse i remember and took off from me bible .. "Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the ful armour of God so that u can take your stand against the devil's schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood (yups its spritual ay all the doubts and everything), but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against this spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms." - Ephesians 6:10-12

Heh u shd go on reading cuz the next few verses teach u how to do it.. nay i just feel this is a moment where vulnearabilty and complacency sets in. Vulnearable because the Evil one wants to attack u now.. discourage u, spoil all the victories... Complacent because i feel its just human nature ay... think about it... like God forgave the israelites how many times but still..complacent..

Hey but remember what Pastor Mike said last sun (although i was late i still absorb ok. =) ) yup.. its ok to face all these struggles ay?. ok to keep on fighting inside urself, ok to feel unsure, and everything.. because this is what God put us through, to struggle everyday of our life to fight the good fight and run the long race.. It's not going to be easy.. and before u win.. u've got to struggle u've got to question your determination, ur faith to run out the whole fight.. and keep on training it to face tougher challenges ahead. Because having a fight to fight is just better than having no aim/purpose at all..

tts me summary of PS mike la..~smiles =). Yea..dunno where im going with this..heh but yea Waning ah .. you;vegot to deal with the spiritual attacks ay and struggle through it.. but gd thing.. is there is always an assurance that.. it will never be too big fer u to handle..and to make it easier u have US.. the Sunny and the Louis.. and Dr BaPhant, mArtin all fer support through the race ay.. leg cramp got banana .. no energy got powerade.(sleepy liao.. zzzzzzzzz ) yea FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT EVERYDAY ... (equally importantly ...with us!!!)

Tue Aug 15, 01:09:00 AM  
Blogger PaceMaker said...

Yeah, Kai is right, you're not alone.
La Vitans never walk alone.
We have God, and we have each other, always!
We're not dedicated to do just happy times together, or just sad times, but life! Life in all its entirety.
We got your back!
Great blog, Ing. Inspiring and so true. Our God's awesome, Prayer works, no denying!

vK

Tue Aug 15, 02:22:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

btw vince how u know its me who worte that post..
-Kai

Tue Aug 15, 11:16:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

it's kinda obvious judging from ur language, my dear...

Wed Aug 16, 01:58:00 AM  

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