so how did it go..

1100 BIOC lecture (hais came at 9 she wasnt dere so couldnt do anything).. wasnt expecting much this time but saw her sitting there same spot in her red jacket.. de heart was pumping.. picked my sit... sat down .. Sunny on my right Louis on my left .. .. so this is it... wasnt listening to Bioc lecture at all - just thinking of the consequences, the outcome... time ticking away... you see like if i din go up and intro myself.. i'd be all talk no action.. dun wanna be tt.. but on the other hand, how would she respond.. (tts the scariest bit) .. should i should i not... saw my frens sitting beside her... maybe that could help. with familiarity.

hmmm one thing the army taught me is at any crucial moment in time no matter how difficult things are, u still have to carry it through because u can't set your mind on one thing and just give up... U'd be a loser... u just have to summon up the courage and carry on with it... ..

and Steve Job's (the apple guy) 'live everyday as if it were your last speech'.. these sort of gave me the determination to 'just do it' and not turn away... ...

Palm's sweating lecture's ending.. Louis looks at me.. (did not hear what he said wasnt really paying attention) Sunny says something like just do it... Arghs... oh no .. crunch time.. hands clapping for the lecturer as it is his last lecture... packed my bag.. sling it on.. and slowly walked up the hall...

She was dere lying on the table and i said.. "hi you're Yvonne right".." I'm Yu Kai Yi qian's Friends... just dropping by to say hi.." (my goodness how lame).. yup... and i cooly slowly walked away...

that's it boys (5-10sec of utter embarassment and let down all your pride moment).. .. u guys shd give it a try next time (your balls in your mouth.. nothing comes out.. ) a good learning exp... hais..

But, after walking out of the theatre (out of sight) i thot to myself.. hey it din matter what happened.. what really mattered was i actually did it... WOoHOo.. and you know what... I'm sure the rest ...whatever it is... the big guy would have it all planned fer me! sweet as.. Obstacle cleared .. good to go soldiers.. thanks fer sticking by me team... the support was heartfelt .. and very appreciated...

-KAi