Guys decision time
My dear La Vitans,
how has everything been just a few hours after lifegroup..everybody did your quiet time to night.. never do.??better get onto it in the morning.. Waning i miss u at lifegroup.. (better come for the next one hor)
Oh yea.. think my takeaway today from the whole session was my life is in a mess ay... and im letting my worldly affairs interfere too much with my spiritual walk (cf. 1 Cor 7).. so like im going to put things in perspective.. i think right now.. No Yvonne... cuz like u guys can see the influence it's been having on me ay.. i dun think it's very healthy.. I think i'll back out fer now... no point playing 'the Game' when that's not the game that is most important in life anyway.. err over the next 2 days.. im going to forgive all 'the people' i still have grudges with.. mainly 3 of them... (pls pray fer me man need lots of strength to do this) (cf. Ro 12:18 & 5 Mt 21-24) sigh dunno how also.. Yeap. and i realised i dun have things fer many things else.. like Studies and praying for a leadership vision. bible studies, Exercise, La vitans, Church, Maintaining friendships.. I really dun have anytime else.. and i suppose i dun wanna squeeze God to the corners of my days.. making time available.. so im pretty set ay.. i think this is where i wanna head.. lots of correction to make ie changing my habits (being late) and being more discplined with my work...
Anyway thats my spiritual thereabouts right now.. ... still in confused troubled state to where i'd be heading... Guys share ur spiritual walk too ay.. from there... we support each other and all can soar on eagle's wings..
Do u open up before u trust or u trust and then u open up.. but if u dun ever open up how can u ever trust.. =)
Hard out Guys (this is it),
Kai
how has everything been just a few hours after lifegroup..everybody did your quiet time to night.. never do.??better get onto it in the morning.. Waning i miss u at lifegroup.. (better come for the next one hor)
Oh yea.. think my takeaway today from the whole session was my life is in a mess ay... and im letting my worldly affairs interfere too much with my spiritual walk (cf. 1 Cor 7).. so like im going to put things in perspective.. i think right now.. No Yvonne... cuz like u guys can see the influence it's been having on me ay.. i dun think it's very healthy.. I think i'll back out fer now... no point playing 'the Game' when that's not the game that is most important in life anyway.. err over the next 2 days.. im going to forgive all 'the people' i still have grudges with.. mainly 3 of them... (pls pray fer me man need lots of strength to do this) (cf. Ro 12:18 & 5 Mt 21-24) sigh dunno how also.. Yeap. and i realised i dun have things fer many things else.. like Studies and praying for a leadership vision. bible studies, Exercise, La vitans, Church, Maintaining friendships.. I really dun have anytime else.. and i suppose i dun wanna squeeze God to the corners of my days.. making time available.. so im pretty set ay.. i think this is where i wanna head.. lots of correction to make ie changing my habits (being late) and being more discplined with my work...
Anyway thats my spiritual thereabouts right now.. ... still in confused troubled state to where i'd be heading... Guys share ur spiritual walk too ay.. from there... we support each other and all can soar on eagle's wings..
Do u open up before u trust or u trust and then u open up.. but if u dun ever open up how can u ever trust.. =)
Hard out Guys (this is it),
Kai
posted by Waning | 2:02 AM
1 Comments:
Hey kai...
Really encouraged by what u wrote... I kinda received a blow in my head reading that. All these while, all we need is just THAT! and why are we so blind to see it? Thanx. I know where i am heading towards now.
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